i IS feelin: ****************************************
I miss my diary. I feel like I've given up on my diary for my journal. Even though I still do log in about twice a week and read diaries, I miss diaryland friends. Like Captian Ron, and Paula (who is never online to chat with) and Sasha (who has a journal but never updates in it). I also really miss Trish. I do read her diary/blog everytime I log in, but I cannot comment on it. I tried to sign up for that thing so I could comment and it denied me. WHAT? Sorry Trish. I don't miss Steph (because she has a journal too an updates with good stuff), or Rach (same reason). However there are some people that have seemingly fallen off the face of the Earth; Aloka, BrownCrayon, Bubbygirl..and others. I think when I decide I've grown up and need to stop all this journalling my feelings and writing, I will just dissapear. The only evidence I was ever alive will be past memories in my diary and journal...and a couple poems...and an unfinished novel. Yeah, I'll go out with style. It will be so cool. People won't know if I've died as a result of a car accident or have been kidnapped and raped. It will just happen. And people will wonder. Now, that's classy. And I'm ALLLLL about class!